mother's birthday

For millions of things you've done for me.
For every thing you've shared with me.
For every story you've told me.
For every places you've showed me.
For every thing.
For you.
Thank you. :)

I'm glad that you are my mother. I really do.

Happy birthday Mama...
Te amo... :')

Gift

The greatest gift of all is... Life.

So, thank you God, and everyone! :)

father's birthday

It’s weird that you never come to me. Not even once after these 14 years. But you come to others.
It’s weird that I didn’t see you inside brother. Well, maybe not a complete you.
It’s true that I keep you close. I see you every day in my wallet. I see you sometimes when I’m home. I see the place people put you there after your life.
It’s true that I write and talk nonsense after all.
I just desperately miss you.
(4:24 pm May 7th, 2011)

Happy birthday Papa...
Te extrano muchissimo... Lo siento... :')

sabit

Jadikan sabit itu pengingatku akan kembalimu.
Lengkungnya nan indah dan sepi.
Garisnya yang tegas tapi sunyi.

Jadikan sabit itu pengingatku padamu.
Kokohnya yang sendiri tanpa kawan.
Sinarnya yang mengalah pada bintang-bintang.

Biarkan sabit itu menjadi diriku.
Mengisi kelam kelam yang berjelaga,
Menerangi dengan cercah sekuat tenaga.

Jangan biarkan aku jadi purnama lagi.
Bulat penuh nan angkuh.
Sombong sangat walau taksempurna.

Biarkan purnama hilang dari diriku.
Jadikan aku gelap pekat legam laksana arang.
Agar bintang-bintang dapat menari dengan riang.

Makan aku malam.
Telan penuh takbersisa.
Aku ingin hilang.


17-05-2010 6:36 pm
Sejalan pulang.

hitam

Lalu jadikan aku gelap.
Agar mereka tetap dapat bercahaya.
Dan jadikan aku malam,
Agar pagi dapat dirindukan.

Biarkan aku gelap kalau itu memang jalanku.
Biarkan malam ada kalau pagi lelah benderang.

Biarkan aku hitam. Lalu tinggalkan aku.

29 October 2010 09:09am