i can't sleep.
i know it's late and i should probably get some sleep because i still have some *coughalotcough* works to do but i just can't focus any more. so yeah, i decided that i'm gonna rest for a while, by writing this.
ever since i've become jobless, i've been reading a lot of short fictions lately, with various genres and nameless authors on live journal (if you know me well enough, you will easily understand what and whom i'm implying here). and from those works,i got some really really good words that i really love.
i might not quote them properly and already forgot who wrote what (i'm really sorry for this), but at least i still get the main ideas (i think). here goes:
"...just remember the important things in life, don't lose sight of your goals, and you'll be fine."
"in life, you will face a lot of difficulties. but you can't keep runaway from them."
"and if i fail, i fail. but because i wasn't good enough, not because i didn't have the guts."
"it had to start somewhere. no matter how small the step you take, it had to start somewhere to get it done. and once it's done, you'll be free."
it's no secret that i loathe motivational or inspirational or self-help books, but when those messages were translated into a story, those gonna haunt me for ages. albeit the simple theme or plot or story line, they will really hit me, hard.
so i thank you dear authors, for writing those stories. for giving lessons that i refuse to accept in conventional(?) ways.
thank you so much.
p.s. i might or might not add the line from ice princess haha.
p.s.s. this post is actually dedicated to someone, but if this can help you in any way, i will be very happy for that too.
p.s.s.s. my left eye hurts but i'm still wide awake what to do, really.
p.s.s.s.s. writing in laps lock because i'm too lazy to deal with the shift key.
p.s.s.s.s.s. i really should stop and get some sleep. bye.
